Saturday, January 21, 2012
Poetics: Somewhere along the Border
I am not the guard at the border,
but the one they bring the body
not for the autopsy
but whats left to sew up after
attempting to put back together
some semblance of a life
& there are nights my fingers bleed
where the needles nicked,
my skin not thick enough
i order chicken salad on wheat, comfort
by choice, with potato chips and a pickle
spear, root beer---not noticing my friend's
selection, focus being what he is saying,
concerned with decisions his daughter is making,
wondering how to handle while
allowing her to feel trusted & empowered ,
not see him as "one of those parents"
"what if i am over reacting?
what if i push her away?
"she comes home pregnant," i interrupt, "how cool
will you be then?"
Still stuck in the tension between being her friend
and giving parental direction, as if she needs one more
person unwilling to listen to what she is really saying,
and I refuse to give permission to shirk the responsibility,
providing a place to lay the guilt when it happens
Will opinion polls & popularity ratings
keep you warm on those nights?
"Isn't it worth a conversation?"
A reuben. He ordered a reuben, which the waitress
delivers, sits untouched beside chips, but no pickle---
it crunches with each bite i take, sour on the back
of my tongue, as i watch his eyes for more than
a night of American Idol & ice cream
absently rubbing old callouses
on the tips of my fingers,
just to feel their texture.
Today @ dVerse Poets, Claudia has us crossing more than our Ts for Poetics. So get ready to make a run for the 'border' come 3 pm EST when the poetry goes live and in living color.